Caffeine

This was originally blogged on my technical site kang.fyi but thought I’d reblog it here.

It's heralded as something you need because:

a) Everyone is doing it

b) Successful people do it

c) Corporations sponsor content and studies that propagate across the internet toting it's benefits

Wake up to the fact that it's a stimulant, I always think back to the first cup of (black) coffee. It was kind of like first tasting beer, disgusting but made you feel different.

Even though dosage is measured in milligrams everyone has a different reaction and metabolic clearance time to caffeine so rarely is dosage taken seriously. It's usually measured in how many shots of espresso have you had or how many diet cokes etc.

Being on caffeine creates this heightened restless energy. When I push myself with caffeine I feel absolutely exhausted by the end of a session, by a session means end of a piece of work. It creates tension, excessive tension in the mind is actually terrible for mentally demanding tasks in the long term.

In 50 years or so it will go the way of Nicotine, where it will be "restricted" in more advanced countries. It will still be around in vast quantities in less advanced countries, just like how cigarette manufacturers target the youth in poorer countries.

We will wonder why there was once a drug shop on every street corner.

Humans discover something and use it as a crutch, that is exactly what the definition of an addictive drug is it temporarily heightens ability so people us it as a crutch again and again. If you use a crutch daily it becomes an addiction and it no longer has its stimulating abilities because the body quickly adapts. You now need this drug to feel baseline normal.

I've been on this drug on and off for a decade but the last few months have noticed it's worsening effects on my mind and productivity, it's noted by Stephen Cherniske with age the body becomes worse at adapting to metabolising caffeine which makes perfect sense teenagers chug it all day long.


Browse decaf reddit and there are reports of having a time period of 6 months to over a year before getting back to normal, which is an absolutely huge amount of time. Similar to the recovery times of a hard drug.


It is an underestimated drug because the introduction of stress hormones, such as adrenaline or noradrendaline essentially acts as a temporary painkiller. So when the initial stress hormone effects start to wear off you feel more underlying pain and tension in the body and need more caffeine to mask this pain.


Week 1 - Acute withdrawals, this is the easy stage the throbbing head pain and inability to stay awake.

Week 2 onwards - This is where it seems to be getting hard and interesting.

The irony is that caffeine works best when you are in a good mood, have slept well and of robust health. The opposite of when most people use and abuse it.

PS. I’m still addicted and drinking green tea

A few decent books

There are many books which reiterate the same shallow things over and over. Let's just cut straight to the chase about books that may actually be of any value to your life.

Meditations - marcus aurelius.

Almost a stream of thoughts from the Roman Emperor, it shows nothing much has changed since the 180 AD.

The Master Key System, with observations of deep thinkers like Francis Bacon

The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success.

The title is quite lame, it should really be called the Seven Spiritual Laws of Life as it represents a guide to life more than success, the primary notion is that true success comes with living the correct life. As in choose a path that is suitable for you and not what other people think you should be doing in life.

Some things I've learnt

I'm a slow learner of non technical things. Soft skills, life skills etc. This post is related to creating art and indirectly related to chasing other pursuits in life.

  • Develop a habit. It’s far better getting a few small works done per week rather than a huge piece over a month, larger projects are still important as  they carry more weight. The opposite goes for bad habits.
  • A comfortable working environment, ok forget comfortable. Some sort of working environment.
  • You’re life really doesn’t require more drama, don’t manufacture dramas for yourself thinking it will result in anything other than wasted time and energy.
  • Adventure is different to drama, adventure is good for you.
  • Be aware of what your peers are producing and be careful not to copy the same style. The meaning of peers has become blurry in the internet age, although your peers are basically any practicing artist who’s work is known throughout the internet.
  • A boring day job can be a blessing.

Japan 2016

Travelling to Japan in Summer.

Kind of one of those ridiculous picturesque moments, Naoshima island. Photo by Dianna Xi you can checkout more of her work here.

The humidity was still a bit of a shock to the system upon arrival, having visited some Chinese mega cities I knew what I was in for in terms of the sheer amount of people crammed into a limited space.

In Tokyo, my partner and I opted to stay in a small Air BnB in Shimokitazawa, it's a kind of hipster area with lots of music venues and such, although we were too busy running around the rest of Tokyo to enjoy much of the music scene.

Street level in Shimokitaza T

It was a relief to get out of Tokyo with the journey to Mt Fuji. I had some major altitude sickness while climbing, note to other travellers climbing high altitudes, it's very important to take it slow so your body can climatize.

Something I did notice was how "wholesome" and relaxed most people seemed, I do realise Japan was been in a recession since the 1990's and it seems like much of the urban infrastructure hasn't changed since then either. I think the fact that healthy food is abundantly available anywhere is a contributing factor, you can literally eat decent meals at seven eleven every single day.

Taking a breather walking down Mt Fuji.

The food is OK in Sydney, although you generally have to drive out of your way into suburbs find something authentic, otherwise mostly everything is of decent but generic quality.

Our itinerary consisted of the following cities/provinces.

  • Tokyo

  • Mount fuji region

  • Hakone

  • Osaka

  • Kyoto

  • Naoshima

  • Hiroshima

  • Kanazawa

  • Takayama

 

Painting in Acrylics - materials and mediums

It's quite daunting going from drawing with pencil to ink and the same can be said for going from ink to full color acrylic. There's a few things to think about and this article is mainly written to help with materials to begin your journey.

1. A drawing board, you can purchase a sheet of plywood and some thin pieces of timber from your hardware store to construct one OR just purchase an easel:

2. A3 and above sized pre-primed stretched canvas. 

3. Primers and mediums

  • White Gesso Primer (use this to prime your canvas again if you paint something you don't like the first time)

  • Mediums - Acrylic Retarder (not 100% necessary) but prevents the paint from drying too quickly on your palette and being wasted.

4. Brushes, Sizing is varied as it purely depends on the size of the canvas you're prepared to tackle, an important thing to note is that the brush bristles are on the shorter side so you will be able to control it. You need at least one synth flat brush for blending.

  • A flat decorators brush <- purchase this from any hardware store

  • Size 6-16 pointed brush

  • Size 6-16 flat synthetic brush

  • Size 3 or lower pointed brush for finer details like eyes, lips etc.

5. A basic lightfast acrylic set which includes the colors listed below, keep in mind to grab double the amount of blue and red as they will be used to mix other hues. Something to look at for is whether the colors are opaque or transparent, opaque is basically a stronger color so its more useful for blocking out other colors. Transparent colors are better for glazing. These techniques will be discussed in more detail in later articles.

Ultra Martine Blue

Ultra Martine Blue

Cadmium Red 

Cadmium Red

 

Cadmium Yellow

Cadmium Yellow

Raw Umber

Raw Umber

Titanium White

Titanium White

Ivory Black

Ivory Black

Alizarin Crimson (optional but useful for mixing purples or just purchase a deeper purple)

Alizarin Crimson (optional but useful for mixing purples or just purchase a deeper purple)

Drawing with charcoal and erasers

This is one of the better ways to learn about lighting, shadows, and reflection. As line drawing can expose the shape of an object it becomes difficult to render the shadows, reflections and transparency when starting out with lines in mind.

The only materials required for this type of drawing are: 

  • sheet of paper (preferably over 180 GSM)
  • piece of willow charcoal
  • and a standard eraser (non kneadable).

Starting with a piece of thick willow charcoal, rub it sideways over the paper to form a consistent blanket of darkness over the whole page.

Next use an eraser to lighten the area of your subject matter, at first you will only see a blob of white space. Although after a while the subject matter will begin to come through, once you get the outline and proportions of the subject matter correct it's time to move onto the lighting and shadows.

Best part of drawing with an eraser is that it feels as if you're sculpting something as opposed to line drawing where the boundaries of the image are very clearly defined. The concept of charcoal drawing is similar to negative space drawing, except for the fact that you're focus is still on the subject matter and not on the surrounding space.

Look carefully at the light and dark parts of your object and you can really make the thing "pop".

Checkout some other charcoal pieces here.

Im really interested in what anyone comes up with, shoot me an email if you've got an questions.

Ink Illustration Process

As most creatives know, it takes a while to develop a process that works for you. My current process for full colour illustrations usually begins with a blunt 3B pencil and a sheet of watercolour paper.

I try to work with paper above 180 GSM, because it will be more adaptive to mixed media works and there is a lesser chance of crumpling.

With the pencil I would perform a quick gestural sketch of the initial subject, making sure to press lightly onto the paper as the pencil marks will need to be erased later on.

After a general impression of the image is complete, I go over the foreground and background details with more care still using a pencil at this stage. This is just to get it into my head which objects are meant to overlap.

Initial sketch

Initial sketch

When the sketching is complete I switch to aa 00 watercolour brush / speedball fountain pen using india ink to draw over the lines which have been determined by the sketch. I try to keep a scrap piece of paper underneath my drawing hand as to prevent smudging the ink.

When the ink is finally complete, there are usually a few blemishes on the drawing that would need to be digitally tidied.

Fully inked piece on A3

Fully inked piece on A3

I take a photograph of the ink drawing in RAW format to preserve maximum resolution, convert it to a TIFF image and start the colouring process in Photoshop. This can be the most time consuming stage figuring out which colours are suitable and limiting the colour palette.

Occasionally I'd add more illustrations in the backdrop although for consistency I try not to incorporate too much digital drawing into a piece which was originally ink on paper.

A piece after being coloured in Photoshop, backdrop was also created

A piece after being coloured in Photoshop, backdrop was also created

A possible final stage involves processing the drawing with Google Nik Collection. It's an ageing tool, although still useful for subtle post processing.

There you have it! My first blog post on ink illustration, hope it was worthwhile reading.

If you have any thoughts or questions shoot me an email.